I understand people do hit the crossroads after high school when they ponder over what they really want to be... from aptitude tests to career guidance sessions, they have it all... I went through it too, only to realise that I made the wrong choice of taking up computer science when I ended up being a journalist. Absolutely no regrets...
However, today I see the crossroads again after 8 long, passionate years in journalism. Am I questioning my passion? or my work environment? or the work culture? Or 'em all?
If monotony sets in, opt for change... but what change am I looking for? location to help in rekindling lost passion in a new environment? or... I am still trying to find another option...
I'm really stuck, aren't I?
This directionless journey in the prime of one's career is frightening. Especially when you've proved nothing in your personal life as well. I'm tired of opinions... suggestions... and advice. I want to do what my heart says. Unfortunately my heart is as perplexed, drowned in an emotional turmoil, that is best left unsaid.
The signal is still red!!! Can google maps help take me to that destination of joy and peace?
However, today I see the crossroads again after 8 long, passionate years in journalism. Am I questioning my passion? or my work environment? or the work culture? Or 'em all?
If monotony sets in, opt for change... but what change am I looking for? location to help in rekindling lost passion in a new environment? or... I am still trying to find another option...
I'm really stuck, aren't I?
This directionless journey in the prime of one's career is frightening. Especially when you've proved nothing in your personal life as well. I'm tired of opinions... suggestions... and advice. I want to do what my heart says. Unfortunately my heart is as perplexed, drowned in an emotional turmoil, that is best left unsaid.
The signal is still red!!! Can google maps help take me to that destination of joy and peace?
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